my grandpa died last week on 14 December 2011,Wednesday 11.45pm at Pekan Bongawan,kota Kinabalu,Sabah.
i was there that week ,i was there like an hour before he died.i was beside him,recite Yasin to him..with the kids.i was lucky to be there when he died.Alhamdulillah.. everyone was really sad..crying..uncles, aunties,cousins, from far and near.
when he died,i thought that it was really real and CRAZY,especially when i came back to my hometown to spend my school holiday there but instead,Allah already set plans for me. i was there so i can have the chance to do something for him and be beside him(grandpa).READ THIS CAREFULLY! actually ,sebelum ni Allah SWT seperti memberi petanda kepada aku dan family aku.. dengar nie..
CERITA SEBELUM KE KAMPUNG(versi aku sendiri)
semasa aku packing mau balik kampung,aku kasi kosong beg sekolah yang ada berisi buku mathurat yang ada Surah Yasin dan lain2 surah.Aku berfikir mau bawa atau tidak? aku berfikir lagi, mungkin aku mau guna baca kat sana ka..tapi aku cakap dengan diri sendiri,buat apa mau bawa..klu mau baca,guna ja buku Yasin kat kampung.tanpa aku ketahui,Yasin kat kampung mungkin tidak cukup untuk semua orang apabila datuk meninggal.
pastu masa aku kemas baju,aku berfikir,mau bawa baju kurung? mungkin ada kenduri orang kahwin ka.. tpi aku putuskan untuk tidak bawa. Manalah aku tau mau dipakai semasa kenduri arwah..
bila aku fikir balik,sekarang..kenapa la aku ni lembab sangat?kenapala aku x tau datuk kesayangan aku tu akan meninggal semasa aku berada di kampung aku yang tercinta.
DIKAMPUNG *SEBELUM DATUK MENINGGAL DUNIA*
hari pertama(ahad)
masa aku sampai hanya ada Abg Suif, mcik Ita, 2 adik aku,comel (adik abg suif) dan bulat(anak buah) dan grandparents.kami happy sgt2 sbb dapat berkumpul sama2 walaupun banyak family member belum balik lg..masa tu sudah malam..kami tengok masterchef pastu kami memuja muja kecomelan baby HATTA -anak mcik aku,lupa plak dia pun ada.pastu kami tidur..
hari kedua (Isnin)
hari kedua ni baru ada CT.. malam tu mcik Ita perasaan pernafasan bapatua lain macam. pastu mcik cakap nafas macam tu maksud dia 'mau sudah'.
mcik Ita kata tinggal beberapa jam ja boleh hidup.mcik aku ni bukanla pakar tapi mcik aku ni pun memeliki pengalaman macam ni sebelum.Arwah kakak mcik Ita pun ada tanda macam tu juga sebelum dia meninggal. Alhamdullillah mcik ita sudah mula perasaan perubahan pada pernafasan bapatua,jadi masih sempat kami baca Yasin pada masa ni..tapi masa tu bapatua memang tidak ble gerak. dia seperti dalam keadaan koma cuma, dia boleh menelan dan gerakkan mulut sikit. pastu mata dia tertutup tapi dari pandangan bawah masih boleh nampak anak mata bapatua bergerak gerak.
hari ketiga (Selasa)
mamatua jatuh tersadung tikar mengkuang semasa berjalan dalam rumah dengan menggunakan selipar rumah (ala ala selipar rumah orang korea). tikar tu memang sudah rosak sikit2 di bahagian hujung, maklumla kerja kucing yang pernah di pelihara di sini dan biasala pernah digunakan banyak kali.So, long story short,mamatua dihantar ke hospital.walau apapun kami yang remain tetap meneruskan bacaan Yasin.
memandangkan yang membawa mamatua p hospital tu abg suif dan CT ,maka mcik Ita pun mengambil langkah selamat memanggil 'back up' iaitu Caretaker2 Jack a.k.a abg Jack! langkah ini diambil supaya ada orang ganti abg Suif jaga bapatua. BTW-Mcik Ita sudah call adik beradiknya yang lain pasal mamatua dan bapatua. Masa ni mcik Ita belum suruh balik lagi..sebab mungkin juga penyakit biasa ataupun tekak bapatua ada kahak kot..sebab bunyi pernafasan macam tu.so malamtu abg Jack datang.
hari keempat (Rabu)
pagi tu seperti biasa ja..tapi dekat tengahari mcik Ramlah balik..yeah!makin fullhouse la rumah ni!mcik ramlah balik pun sebab dengar bapatua tu seperti mau nazak, walupun belum 100% pasti. tapi itu sudah cukup mengganggu gugat hati Mcik Ramlah.aku ingat lagi hari ni..aku sangat gembira,sebab banyak family member balik.aku bersumpah,masa seperti lambat2 bergerak.aku makan, aku ketawa, aku bermain main. sedangkan malam itu Allah sudah tentukan datuk aku akan ditarik nyawanya dan kembali ke rahmatullah..
malam tu sempat lagi aku tengok Glory Jane di bilik bapatua. aku kasi bagi bapatua minum sikit2. malam tu aku nampak badan bapatua kurus sangat.aku sangat terkejut!kulit tu seperti hanya menyeliputi tulang rangka bapatua.
this post will be edited gradually..
My alter ego is what happen in this blog..this is my online journel..i hope u enjoy reading my post and please follow me(i'm not despreate)if u dont like it then beat it.beside its mine!my journel
Monday, December 19, 2011
Saturday, December 10, 2011
talking about mushy thing-LOVE
i dont get a lot of viewers at my blog,so i frankly i can just speak freely as i want to. Kenapala remaja skrg ni suka sangat b-couple?dgr perkataan pun,aku ble muntah.it's not that i feel jelous.oooo..jauh panggang dari api. hei dengar sini ye,klu korang mau b-couple pun jgn la post2 status korang pasal b-couple!sudah la buat MAKSIAT!nak bawa2 org pula! jangan nak tanya kita kenapa x tegur sendiri dia buat maksiat.
ei,helloo..
macamla dorg x tau b-couple tu berdosa.tp tulah remaja2 ni mau gak b-couple ni.nafsu yang memerintah,ikut je la.maaf la kalau LeoZahra tegur dengan kasar atau x seberapa nak mesra.tapi,its devastating to see my friends are crazy about love and b-coupling ni. it's crazy how b-coupling works.
why on earth u date someone when u dont even like that person?hey bayangkan orang tu x sebarapa nak lawa,tp dia caring,manja,sopan santun korg nak tak?obviously,it depend on looks.
wait,i'm not done yet! aku perhatikan salah satu faktor korang b-couple sebab couple korang akan layan korang dengan baik.korang rasa its love!sebenarnya itu salah!aku pernah jugak mcm tu-byk kali actually...
tp sekarang aku pertahankan hati,jiwa,perasaan,iman,taqwa,minda etc. utk survive ayat2 manis dari golongan2 adam! kenapa?aku pernah buat eksperimen yg x disengajakan oleh aku sendiri.
aku adalah eksperimen itu!adik kawan aku pernah ucapkan kata2 manis tu kat aku-dlm FB(masa tu aku x kenal pun dia adikkawan aku) hahha~ aku tepis je serangan gatal adik dia.aku sangat terkejut sangat apabila kakak dia bagitau aku,banyak perempuan yang tertipu ngan kata2 manis adik dia.hahaha~ serangan gatal dia tu x la sekuat mana pun,aku x impress walau sikit pun!Yang aku pelik bin ajaib ni..kenapa senang ja dorg tertipu dengan ayat2 gatal dari orang yg x dikenali?aku x sangka memang ada juga perempuan yang desperate giler nak di belai oleh lelaki tanpa ada kewarasan otak utk berfikir!
aku geram sangat!ko tu perempuan!jaga diri baik2 Allah itu Maha Berkuasa!Maha Mengetahui! jangan la nak rosakkan diri tu sayang oi!sabar la sikit,kita masih muda..buat apa mau rush to look for love!oi umur baru belasan tahun tp x sabar mau bercinta! x payah la..kita fokus on mencari ilmu dulu.. kita x tau bila kita akan mati,ilmu bole menylamatkan kita dari azab neraka yang sungguh dahsyat.
janganla mencari unless kamu sudah bersedia kahwin!kahwin ni bukan stakat tinggal sama..ada banyak lagi yang perlu dipenuhi supaya kita benar2 bersedia memikul tanggungjawab yang berat ni!kita perlu mencontohi idola umat Islam ,ya Rasulullah S.A.W.!
niat aku x buruk,aku bniat meluahkan apa yang aku rasa..kerana, sesungguhnya x ramai yang berpendapat sperti aku..dan semoga hamba Allah yang membaca ini mendapat manfaat daripada luahan hati aku ni..hahahhaha~ ^____^ ' seriousla pula intonasi aku ni..gila2 la aku malam ni..
ei,helloo..
macamla dorg x tau b-couple tu berdosa.tp tulah remaja2 ni mau gak b-couple ni.nafsu yang memerintah,ikut je la.maaf la kalau LeoZahra tegur dengan kasar atau x seberapa nak mesra.tapi,its devastating to see my friends are crazy about love and b-coupling ni. it's crazy how b-coupling works.
why on earth u date someone when u dont even like that person?hey bayangkan orang tu x sebarapa nak lawa,tp dia caring,manja,sopan santun korg nak tak?obviously,it depend on looks.
wait,i'm not done yet! aku perhatikan salah satu faktor korang b-couple sebab couple korang akan layan korang dengan baik.korang rasa its love!sebenarnya itu salah!aku pernah jugak mcm tu-byk kali actually...
tp sekarang aku pertahankan hati,jiwa,perasaan,iman,taqwa,minda etc. utk survive ayat2 manis dari golongan2 adam! kenapa?aku pernah buat eksperimen yg x disengajakan oleh aku sendiri.
aku adalah eksperimen itu!adik kawan aku pernah ucapkan kata2 manis tu kat aku-dlm FB(masa tu aku x kenal pun dia adikkawan aku) hahha~ aku tepis je serangan gatal adik dia.aku sangat terkejut sangat apabila kakak dia bagitau aku,banyak perempuan yang tertipu ngan kata2 manis adik dia.hahaha~ serangan gatal dia tu x la sekuat mana pun,aku x impress walau sikit pun!Yang aku pelik bin ajaib ni..kenapa senang ja dorg tertipu dengan ayat2 gatal dari orang yg x dikenali?aku x sangka memang ada juga perempuan yang desperate giler nak di belai oleh lelaki tanpa ada kewarasan otak utk berfikir!
aku geram sangat!ko tu perempuan!jaga diri baik2 Allah itu Maha Berkuasa!Maha Mengetahui! jangan la nak rosakkan diri tu sayang oi!sabar la sikit,kita masih muda..buat apa mau rush to look for love!oi umur baru belasan tahun tp x sabar mau bercinta! x payah la..kita fokus on mencari ilmu dulu.. kita x tau bila kita akan mati,ilmu bole menylamatkan kita dari azab neraka yang sungguh dahsyat.
janganla mencari unless kamu sudah bersedia kahwin!kahwin ni bukan stakat tinggal sama..ada banyak lagi yang perlu dipenuhi supaya kita benar2 bersedia memikul tanggungjawab yang berat ni!kita perlu mencontohi idola umat Islam ,ya Rasulullah S.A.W.!
niat aku x buruk,aku bniat meluahkan apa yang aku rasa..kerana, sesungguhnya x ramai yang berpendapat sperti aku..dan semoga hamba Allah yang membaca ini mendapat manfaat daripada luahan hati aku ni..hahahhaha~ ^____^ ' seriousla pula intonasi aku ni..gila2 la aku malam ni..
Friday, November 4, 2011
sabarul minal iman
maksudnya Sabar sparuh drpd iman. i'm the chosen one.i was chosen to be the class monitor this year. At first i was really try very hard to be a class monitor.but,i knew that it would be really hard.After a long time i kind a get really frustrated.Well,i didnt give up so easily.i motivate myself with all sort of ways.
drop my tears alot,get crazy,sad most of the time,and lonely. i wonder why this year is such a grand year.baru ja mau fokuskan kpd PMR tanpa sebarang ganguan emosi.tapi x apa mesti ada hikmah di sbalik semua ini.Pasti Allah mau mguji dan seterusnya mgubah aku kep arah kebaikan.
but what frustrates me is now one seems to care about the class i feel like i'm a single mom.a single mom with a lot of children.Children that rebel against their mom.while i'm a single mom trying as best as i can to be a good mom. but in reality,i'm a class monitor trying to take care of the class without the homeroom teacher and trying to be a good monitor.
drop my tears alot,get crazy,sad most of the time,and lonely. i wonder why this year is such a grand year.baru ja mau fokuskan kpd PMR tanpa sebarang ganguan emosi.tapi x apa mesti ada hikmah di sbalik semua ini.Pasti Allah mau mguji dan seterusnya mgubah aku kep arah kebaikan.
but what frustrates me is now one seems to care about the class i feel like i'm a single mom.a single mom with a lot of children.Children that rebel against their mom.while i'm a single mom trying as best as i can to be a good mom. but in reality,i'm a class monitor trying to take care of the class without the homeroom teacher and trying to be a good monitor.
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
freaky night!
2 smthing in the mornin' a rat(i hope it is only one rat) sneeked into my room. actually i was wondering myself how can big rat slip between sealed window panes?
i was in my happy dream.when i was awakened from my sleep,i can confirm that i was smiling the minute i woke up.WHY? because it was a nice dream..but i couldnt remember what was it about.
anyway,i was not long until i realise what was going on in my room. i got hold of myself.when the mr.rat made it through the window panes,mr.rat fell onto my working desk and thats when i jumped like a horse! neighhhh!(but still on my bed,neighhh!!)
for ur information,just last night when i attended my karate class,we did a pretty long kibadatch.
my legs was like a jellyfish when it was over!but,i look it the bright side.i never knew i could use my long minutes doing kibadatch would be in good use.
my legs push as hard as i can to get up.that time i was imagining myself in a thriller movie. well,this is what happen if u have high imagination.even in time of panic i still had my imagination trying to make life a little bit like a movie!i'm sorry i just cant help it...
so,as i was saying.. the kibadatch i did was effective that my legs were like bruce lee's legs!!!! hehehe i'm kidding of course.if it wasnt for the kibadatch i might even injured myself because of the sudden move i did as soon as i woke up.or maybe i might respond too slow. and if any of this happen that crazy mr.rat might get to me!!!! imagine what will happen if he piss on me.do u know how dangerous can rat shit be??????
scary!my experience was really like a thriller movie+it was pitch black.it's like a black and white thriller movie! only that scary thing that i'm trying to avoid is a rat! my story is not finish yet!i didnt dare to scream for help/frightened bcause last time i scream and i woke my mom up.then she came running as if she was the one who experience lord voldermort trying to chase her!she panic more then i did.
i thought seeing a rat early morning was no big deal for them(my family)so, i didnt scream out loud just a small scream(hehehe ;P).not even call for help. i decided to turn on the light but!, the switch was across the room!all i need to do is to jump from my bed to my sister's bed.fyi,she doesnt sleep there anymore.but there is only one problem.
the last time i jump from a bed to another bed was years ago.my confident about making it to the the other side was low.what if i ended up breaking into a fall?or step on mr.rat on my way over there?
so i decided to throw my shirt nearby on the floor,but before i was ready to throw it mr.rat made a move to my door,thats when i confirm that it was a big rat.but the crazy thing is,mr.rat got out under the door!wow!amazing!how can a big rat do that?
but i'm still thinking there might even more than one in my room.so i drop the the shirt on the floor and waited. but nothing happen then i jumped again and again on my bed to scare the rats (if there is one) then quickly reached for the switch.so it was bright.i was hard for me to sleep eventhough i was sleepy because i was being insecure.
i was in my happy dream.when i was awakened from my sleep,i can confirm that i was smiling the minute i woke up.WHY? because it was a nice dream..but i couldnt remember what was it about.
anyway,i was not long until i realise what was going on in my room. i got hold of myself.when the mr.rat made it through the window panes,mr.rat fell onto my working desk and thats when i jumped like a horse! neighhhh!(but still on my bed,neighhh!!)
for ur information,just last night when i attended my karate class,we did a pretty long kibadatch.
my legs was like a jellyfish when it was over!but,i look it the bright side.i never knew i could use my long minutes doing kibadatch would be in good use.
my legs push as hard as i can to get up.that time i was imagining myself in a thriller movie. well,this is what happen if u have high imagination.even in time of panic i still had my imagination trying to make life a little bit like a movie!i'm sorry i just cant help it...
so,as i was saying.. the kibadatch i did was effective that my legs were like bruce lee's legs!!!! hehehe i'm kidding of course.if it wasnt for the kibadatch i might even injured myself because of the sudden move i did as soon as i woke up.or maybe i might respond too slow. and if any of this happen that crazy mr.rat might get to me!!!! imagine what will happen if he piss on me.do u know how dangerous can rat shit be??????
scary!my experience was really like a thriller movie+it was pitch black.it's like a black and white thriller movie! only that scary thing that i'm trying to avoid is a rat! my story is not finish yet!i didnt dare to scream for help/frightened bcause last time i scream and i woke my mom up.then she came running as if she was the one who experience lord voldermort trying to chase her!she panic more then i did.
i thought seeing a rat early morning was no big deal for them(my family)so, i didnt scream out loud just a small scream(hehehe ;P).not even call for help. i decided to turn on the light but!, the switch was across the room!all i need to do is to jump from my bed to my sister's bed.fyi,she doesnt sleep there anymore.but there is only one problem.
the last time i jump from a bed to another bed was years ago.my confident about making it to the the other side was low.what if i ended up breaking into a fall?or step on mr.rat on my way over there?
so i decided to throw my shirt nearby on the floor,but before i was ready to throw it mr.rat made a move to my door,thats when i confirm that it was a big rat.but the crazy thing is,mr.rat got out under the door!wow!amazing!how can a big rat do that?
but i'm still thinking there might even more than one in my room.so i drop the the shirt on the floor and waited. but nothing happen then i jumped again and again on my bed to scare the rats (if there is one) then quickly reached for the switch.so it was bright.i was hard for me to sleep eventhough i was sleepy because i was being insecure.
Thursday, October 20, 2011
kecewanya..
kecewa sgt pasal kawan aku sorg ni..
stahu aku dia pakai tudung.
tp entala dmana dia 'sedekahkan' tudung dia yg melindungi maruah diri sebagai muslimah
mgkn sbb dia kepingan sangat mau tunjukan kcantikan dia
yg tak tnilai harganya
yg hanya org yg benar2 spesel jer yg boleh pandang..
tp skrg the whole world dah nampak..
i know that there will still be time
for her to change for the better
but both of us do not know when that time will stop?
do u?anybody?no one!
but what is more devastating me is..
hidayah x dtg stiap hari,x juga bkali-kali,
fikir senangka mau ubah semula imej dari x pakai tudung ke imej pakai tudung?
pakai tudung ni bukan untuk bfesyen!
pakai tudung ni pasal kita tau siapa tuhan kita,
pakai tudung sebab Dia suruh
kemudian,sbb yg lain tu bolehla datang kemudian
x boleh dinafikan mmg aku pun suka gak bfesyen.
tp ada tahap bfesyen yg aku x sanggup buat
apala sebab dia?
sebab Allah wujud. Allah melihat.paling penting Allah ialah pencipta,pemilik,pemerintah dan penguasa alam ini
did i went to far?did i overwrite? hehehe^L^
i just had to express it so i wont put it as my facebook status..
this is not written out of hate or trying to piss someone.i just feel like talking about it<3
stahu aku dia pakai tudung.
tp entala dmana dia 'sedekahkan' tudung dia yg melindungi maruah diri sebagai muslimah
mgkn sbb dia kepingan sangat mau tunjukan kcantikan dia
yg tak tnilai harganya
yg hanya org yg benar2 spesel jer yg boleh pandang..
tp skrg the whole world dah nampak..
i know that there will still be time
for her to change for the better
but both of us do not know when that time will stop?
do u?anybody?no one!
but what is more devastating me is..
hidayah x dtg stiap hari,x juga bkali-kali,
fikir senangka mau ubah semula imej dari x pakai tudung ke imej pakai tudung?
pakai tudung ni bukan untuk bfesyen!
pakai tudung ni pasal kita tau siapa tuhan kita,
pakai tudung sebab Dia suruh
kemudian,sbb yg lain tu bolehla datang kemudian
x boleh dinafikan mmg aku pun suka gak bfesyen.
tp ada tahap bfesyen yg aku x sanggup buat
apala sebab dia?
sebab Allah wujud. Allah melihat.paling penting Allah ialah pencipta,pemilik,pemerintah dan penguasa alam ini
did i went to far?did i overwrite? hehehe^L^
i just had to express it so i wont put it as my facebook status..
this is not written out of hate or trying to piss someone.i just feel like talking about it<3
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
i'm back into action!
hey!i did it! i faced the big exam! now i have more time to enjoy myself. usually at a time like this, i would be busy studing and get bored!
but know i'm back !
but know i'm back !
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Leo committed suicide
after sahur i prayed.when i switch off the light,i was curious if my fish, Leo eats his food or not.but when i switch my phone to torch mode to see him,his nowhere to be found. i couldnt believe it so i switch on the light.but i was now positively sure he was not in his container.so i looked around and look for him..and found him in my doss plastic containing shoe box which contains my awesome shoe!
i was frightened so i stood there staring at him.3-5 mins later he moved!i took a bottle of mineral water and pour the water into the plastic bag.even though i knew my box will get wet and worst my shoes!but Leo is a living thing.his life is worth saving than my non living shoes,i knew that..
its actually hard to handle Leo that time..long story short,he is dead.it was partly my fault for not knowing he didnt like the condition in his container.but it was partly his too.i treat him like a human.well,almost.. even if he doesnt like his container deosnt mean he can just jump out. i was going to buy him a new aquarium instead of letting him live in a container.if u ask me,its not that bad for him to live in the container..but maybe its too empty.
from now onwards i will never ever take care another fish..its enough one dies..i'm sorry Leo..
in the memories- LEO
i was frightened so i stood there staring at him.3-5 mins later he moved!i took a bottle of mineral water and pour the water into the plastic bag.even though i knew my box will get wet and worst my shoes!but Leo is a living thing.his life is worth saving than my non living shoes,i knew that..
its actually hard to handle Leo that time..long story short,he is dead.it was partly my fault for not knowing he didnt like the condition in his container.but it was partly his too.i treat him like a human.well,almost.. even if he doesnt like his container deosnt mean he can just jump out. i was going to buy him a new aquarium instead of letting him live in a container.if u ask me,its not that bad for him to live in the container..but maybe its too empty.
from now onwards i will never ever take care another fish..its enough one dies..i'm sorry Leo..
in the memories- LEO
Saturday, August 20, 2011
i was bullied when i was 7 to 8 years old
today,i suddenly remember my tragic memories other than facing an icky lizard!when i was 8 years old theres a girl who used to bully me at school.i told my mom about it but my mum told me to report it to the teacher.i geuss she doesnt now how painful i was bullied.so i quit telling my mum about the bullier.
the bullier doesnt have any friends well, loyal friends..but i do!we always play together,eat together,laugh out loud together and...got bullied together too!so it wasnt that bad.is that what u think? tell me,have u ever been threaten that u must not be friends with the only friend u tolerate?i have.
hey i wasnt born with fearlessness of people like her.OK!i admit i was a chicken back then.well, compared to the person who i am right now,of course.that wasnt all.lets just fast forward it to the very tragic part of my childhood.
Fast forward please.. one day..she make me cry which maybe i get too sad about it that i couldnt remember what it was about..then she went to see my neighbour (which she thought i the girl was my sister) she went to her and make her suffer too..
after that i came and tattada.. i was kick at my back.yeah!thats what i got for being all soft and weak!when i think about it.. it was the right momment to get up on my knees and rebell against her!but what happen is i didnt get up..i didnt man up like i am now.all i did was cry.
tapi itulah yg telah ditakdirkan oleh Allah dan telah tertulis di luh mahfuz.aku redha.. kini aku lebih memahami kenapa perkara ini berlaku kepada aku.
1.at the end of the school month,my brave friend stop going to that school.among all of my friends and i , she was the bravest.that day i realise if i didnt stand up for myself and stop being sad and all everyone will soon step on me.the feeling was like coming into me, as if a power had taken control of me
2.without this memory i couldnt beable to support others who has the same sad pastime.
remember everyone,i was bullied and i stand up for myself even if its too late to use it on her. but the point is i became a brave person!
what is sad is i couldnt remember many happy memories with my friends.its probably because of i was traumatize by my bad memories.
its unfortunate.so dont ever try to bully people!
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Khairul Fahmi dan Elia putus tunang?
Yes mmg sahih!Khairul Fahmi yg ckp sendiri kat dlm surat khabar! mmg aku sendiri pun terkejut sesangat.. apalagi bila,aku adalah antara org yang sayang ngan dorg ni.Aku baca tu surat khabar terus berebut laptop ngan abang aku!Elia x buat apa2 statement kat blog dia.well,not yet.
tp dorg mmg dari dulu ada org yg x suka ngan dorg ni,jelous kot.tp only org yg ikuti perkembangan dorg ni ka yg tau betapa sweetnya dorg dua love birdy nie. so bloggers baca ni..which Thanks to Kak Zureen, pemilik blog ZUREEN SUKA SUSHI.
SATISFIED?I dont.like i said i love them.but still..speechless Sunday evening..:-/
tp dorg mmg dari dulu ada org yg x suka ngan dorg ni,jelous kot.tp only org yg ikuti perkembangan dorg ni ka yg tau betapa sweetnya dorg dua love birdy nie. so bloggers baca ni..which Thanks to Kak Zureen, pemilik blog ZUREEN SUKA SUSHI.
SATISFIED?I dont.like i said i love them.but still..speechless Sunday evening..:-/
Saturday, July 30, 2011
New, awesome background!and header!
My background is design by Cutest Blog On The Block.And my header is from Shabby Blog! check it out now!thank you Princess Eiqma for ur awesome blog too!I got the idea from her.Its green theme!
Saturday, July 23, 2011
My Friends are Fighting
Ada apa ngan kawan-kawan aku ni?when i say figthing,i mean fighting each other.what is worst? i'm in the middle of the fight!but i'm still not sure about them fighting.but,it seems like it.both of my friends that i'm talking about:-
-are both one of those friends that i share my interest with
-are having conflict
-can be really great friends
-have common interest
i dont know who started this but i swear to Allah i want this to stop.i really want to.Please guys, its just a small matter.A misunderstanding.. i'm really tired.i mean it.i'm sad enough to know i'm not a good class monitor.i'm so sad that it feels like i want to take a sleep for a long time.Aku tersangat la takut kalau ada yang benda yang lebih buruk akan berlaku kalau ini berterusan.so please solve it,sahabat-sahabat aku.
THIS PROOF THAT I CARE
-are both one of those friends that i share my interest with
-are having conflict
-can be really great friends
-have common interest
i dont know who started this but i swear to Allah i want this to stop.i really want to.Please guys, its just a small matter.A misunderstanding.. i'm really tired.i mean it.i'm sad enough to know i'm not a good class monitor.i'm so sad that it feels like i want to take a sleep for a long time.Aku tersangat la takut kalau ada yang benda yang lebih buruk akan berlaku kalau ini berterusan.so please solve it,sahabat-sahabat aku.
THIS PROOF THAT I CARE
Saturday, July 16, 2011
if ur wandering what movie to watch then..
then choose HARRY POTTER AND THE DEADLY HALLOWS Part:2. i read the book and i kind a get a little disappointed because the movie was too short for me comparing to the thick thick harry potter book.
but trust me this movie is not like any other movie.this movie will make u sit still and think three times to go to toilet. this movie is a movie that u will miss as soon as u get out of the cinema.this movie make u want to get into harry potter's shoe and experience it all.
this movie also have a lot of flashy lights,some cool move and funny script.i am not lying to u. this is so real.smtimes i wish i could be harry or just any character in the movie.my friends felt the same way to.there have been some sad moments in the story but the movie was totally compact. after the sad moment then they move on to the next part.ACTION part!
so my last word..SO JUST PLEASE WATCH IT.u wont regret it.i promise!
but trust me this movie is not like any other movie.this movie will make u sit still and think three times to go to toilet. this movie is a movie that u will miss as soon as u get out of the cinema.this movie make u want to get into harry potter's shoe and experience it all.
this movie also have a lot of flashy lights,some cool move and funny script.i am not lying to u. this is so real.smtimes i wish i could be harry or just any character in the movie.my friends felt the same way to.there have been some sad moments in the story but the movie was totally compact. after the sad moment then they move on to the next part.ACTION part!
so my last word..SO JUST PLEASE WATCH IT.u wont regret it.i promise!
Friday, July 15, 2011
Allah please let this happen!
owhh please let what i'm planing for tommorrow will happen..Amin..
tomorrow i want to watch Harry Potter and The Deadly Hallows:part 2. my passion for Harry Potter started when i watch Harry Potter and the half blood prince in cinema.it was epic for me.when i got back home i got really crazy like totally crazy.i read my brother harry potter book even after i have watch the movie.
just forget about that.whats important is tomorrow i will watch HP 3D! + with mah amigos! or is it amigoses,since its in plural.ow whatever.anyway today i slap Nadhieyrawr Panda (my friend) but i dont think it hurt since i was just kidding around but i make it up for her.i give her a pass to hit me on my angelic face!(what?i'm prcticing english to elaborate my essay)
mianhe NADHIEYRAWR..
PS:we're going to hit pizza hut after watching HP 3D
tomorrow i want to watch Harry Potter and The Deadly Hallows:part 2. my passion for Harry Potter started when i watch Harry Potter and the half blood prince in cinema.it was epic for me.when i got back home i got really crazy like totally crazy.i read my brother harry potter book even after i have watch the movie.
just forget about that.whats important is tomorrow i will watch HP 3D! + with mah amigos! or is it amigoses,since its in plural.ow whatever.anyway today i slap Nadhieyrawr Panda (my friend) but i dont think it hurt since i was just kidding around but i make it up for her.i give her a pass to hit me on my angelic face!(what?i'm prcticing english to elaborate my essay)
mianhe NADHIEYRAWR..
PS:we're going to hit pizza hut after watching HP 3D
Sunday, July 3, 2011
i am hot tempered!but..
yes i admit i am a hot tempered person!hey,dont think negetively i do have some good things about my hot-tempered personality
FORGIVING
i'm a forgiving person,unless u cross the line then u need to say 'sorry' then i'll forgive u. hari ni ko buat hal lepas berapa jam,aku ok sudah.FYI i forgive easily but i wont forget easily.
GOOD JUDGEMENT
Thats what really amaze myself sometimes.even when i get totally angry i still can think rationally.how?i learn to think fair and just focus on the situation,how to solve it.what i should do?
HOLD ON
when my temper comes i hold it.even when i feel like exploding like a time bomb i still give a few chance for u to run as far as u can -before i exploded and transform into a monster or killing machine or terminator, depends on the eyes of the beholder..hahhaa urrmm.. scary!thats one word to describe me.(well,only when u mess with me)
I ADMIT I
i am a hot tempered person.so? so,i admit.some jerks in my life or urs doesnt have the word 'hot tempered' in their dictionary.At least theres someone like me.and i know being hot tempered is probably a problem.dont think i'm being shameless..yet! read more v below v
LEARN TO SOLVE MY HOT TEMPERED PROBLEM
see i'm almost an angel(dont slap me! i'm kidding) i knew i got a problem so i solve it.actually i havent solve it but i'm trying harder then u think.since i inherited my hot tempered from my dad and maybe a little from my mom, its hard to reduce it.how about getting rid of my hot tempered personality?(like impossible)but humans dont even know how far can they go, but when u do, u will be amaze with urself.ONLY GOD KNOWS HOW FAR OUR LIMITS ARE.
WHEN I'M NOT ANGRY
I have to admit i'm kind a funny since i like watching comedy shows than other genre.i get kind a crazy sometimes like i've eaten a pack of sugar.so people would also turn crazy because everyone would start laughing. and believe me,despite of my hot tempered personality i am a caring,friendly,cool(ok maybe not to u) and SWEET!
(Oww come on i cant be cool AND sweet?)WHATEVA!
anyway,i'm practising,learning,hoping to reduce or get rid of my hot tempered personality.
Friday, June 24, 2011
are u dumb or smart?
ur wondering whether ur dumb or smart?
ur dumb if u..
1.eat an apple with ur eyeS
2.study why human have teeth
3.didnt know how to bath
4.sleep in anaconda nest
5.think daniel radcliff is really harry potter
so there u go..theres more.ur dumb if u do something unusual,disguting and weird! oww wait if ur dumb u dont even now these things..
ur dumb if u..
1.eat an apple with ur eyeS
2.study why human have teeth
3.didnt know how to bath
4.sleep in anaconda nest
5.think daniel radcliff is really harry potter
so there u go..theres more.ur dumb if u do something unusual,disguting and weird! oww wait if ur dumb u dont even now these things..
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Married Woman->Wife(more like a maid!)
i really hate this damn fact!the fact that guys took maximum5 years of work hard just to win a girls heart and get married.when they have them they treat them LIKE a maid!
ussually who complains about being married?
men!
what?
the way i see it.. moms(part time housewives)does all the work and even works that were suppose to be done by man!
AND
just because the works are females work that does not mean men just have to sit back and relax!
usually movies shows husband misses his wife when no one was cleaning the house,or cooking meals for him or no one feed their children!
is that the only thing married woman does?i mean UR WIFE?hey!i'm advising u males out there even if ur love fade away that doesnt mean u should let her go or get divorce or treat them like some maids!hey maids are women too!
when u have them beside u (NOT in ur hand!), respect,love,care and be fair to them!
Thank you.
Inspired by Ladies<3
ussually who complains about being married?
men!
what?
the way i see it.. moms(part time housewives)does all the work and even works that were suppose to be done by man!
AND
just because the works are females work that does not mean men just have to sit back and relax!
usually movies shows husband misses his wife when no one was cleaning the house,or cooking meals for him or no one feed their children!
is that the only thing married woman does?i mean UR WIFE?hey!i'm advising u males out there even if ur love fade away that doesnt mean u should let her go or get divorce or treat them like some maids!hey maids are women too!
when u have them beside u (NOT in ur hand!), respect,love,care and be fair to them!
Thank you.
Inspired by Ladies<3
Sunday, June 5, 2011
TEENAGE DREAM
If only theres a stage in Kota Kinabalu,Sabah for teenagers under 18 above 10 to perform live and show what they can do for entertainment. for example:- dancing in group or acting on stage! wouldnt that be great?those didnt go to school too can take part! whether its in school group,personal or club members.
but of course u must be good enough to perform on stage.there will be Try Outs and people may come to watch it.and those u succeed the Try Outs can perform on stage which will be aired on TV!
i can imagine teenagers are having a blast with what they saw on the show!
why i think if this show would be great if it exist?because
1.some parents do not want their children to be an atress or a singer or a public figure. so this atleast can let their children to be creative and at least let them be in the spotlight. parents may not allowed their children to be a celebrity but they can perform because they love acting,singing or just anything.
2.teenagers can live with creativity,and develop in ideas to create a show that can entertain themselves and share it with others.
3.this can totally let out stress!
4.teenagers can look for new friends and change ideas.this show can also leads to a good friendship.for example students from School A love School B's performence but they are suppose to hate the students in School B for some reason but then,bcause of their awesome performence they may lead to a good friendship
look,these are just my thoughts my teenage dream.but it would totally be great if this show exist and workout great.personally i think someone should make something like these.i've thought of getting this to Sejuta Impian but then i dont know how to make it happen.anyway..leave ur comments.
but of course u must be good enough to perform on stage.there will be Try Outs and people may come to watch it.and those u succeed the Try Outs can perform on stage which will be aired on TV!
i can imagine teenagers are having a blast with what they saw on the show!
why i think if this show would be great if it exist?because
1.some parents do not want their children to be an atress or a singer or a public figure. so this atleast can let their children to be creative and at least let them be in the spotlight. parents may not allowed their children to be a celebrity but they can perform because they love acting,singing or just anything.
2.teenagers can live with creativity,and develop in ideas to create a show that can entertain themselves and share it with others.
3.this can totally let out stress!
4.teenagers can look for new friends and change ideas.this show can also leads to a good friendship.for example students from School A love School B's performence but they are suppose to hate the students in School B for some reason but then,bcause of their awesome performence they may lead to a good friendship
look,these are just my thoughts my teenage dream.but it would totally be great if this show exist and workout great.personally i think someone should make something like these.i've thought of getting this to Sejuta Impian but then i dont know how to make it happen.anyway..leave ur comments.
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