Leo committed suicide

after sahur i prayed.when i switch off the light,i was curious if my fish, Leo eats his food or not.but when i switch my phone to torch mode to see him,his nowhere to be found. i couldnt believe it so i switch on the light.but i was now positively sure he was not in his container.so i looked around and look for him..and found him in my doss plastic containing shoe box which contains my awesome shoe!

i was frightened so i stood there staring at him.3-5 mins later he moved!i took a bottle of mineral water and pour the water into the plastic bag.even though i knew my box will get wet and worst my shoes!but Leo is a living thing.his life is worth saving than my non living shoes,i knew that..

its actually hard to handle Leo that time..long story short,he is dead.it was partly my fault for not knowing he didnt like the condition in his container.but it was partly his too.i treat him like a human.well,almost.. even if he doesnt like his container deosnt mean he can just jump out. i was going to buy him a new aquarium instead of letting him live in a container.if u ask me,its not that bad for him to live in the container..but maybe its too empty.

from now onwards i will never ever take care another fish..its enough one dies..i'm sorry Leo..



in the memories- LEO

i was bullied when i was 7 to 8 years old

today,i suddenly remember my tragic memories other than facing an icky lizard!when i was 8 years old theres a girl who used to bully me at school.i told my mom about it but my mum told me to report it to the teacher.i geuss she doesnt now how painful i was bullied.so i quit telling my mum about the bullier.

the bullier doesnt have any friends well, loyal friends..but i do!we always play together,eat together,laugh out loud together and...got bullied together too!so it wasnt that bad.is that what u think? tell me,have u ever been threaten that u must not be friends with the only friend u tolerate?i have.

hey i wasnt born with fearlessness of people like her.OK!i admit i was a chicken back then.well, compared to the person who i am right now,of course.that wasnt all.lets just fast forward it to the very tragic part of my childhood.

Fast forward please.. one day..she make me cry which maybe i get too sad about it that i couldnt remember what it was about..then she went to see my neighbour (which she thought i the girl was my sister) she went to her and make her suffer too..

after that i came and tattada.. i was kick at my back.yeah!thats what i got for being all soft and weak!when i think about it.. it was the right momment to get up on my knees and rebell against her!but what happen is i didnt get up..i didnt man up like i am now.all i did was cry.

tapi itulah yg telah ditakdirkan oleh Allah dan telah tertulis di luh mahfuz.aku redha.. kini aku lebih memahami kenapa perkara ini berlaku kepada aku.

1.at the end of the school month,my brave friend stop going to that school.among all of my friends and i , she was the bravest.that day i realise if i didnt stand up for myself and stop being sad and all everyone will soon step on me.the feeling was like coming into me, as if a power had taken control of me

2.without this memory i couldnt beable to support others who has the same sad pastime.

remember everyone,i was bullied and i stand up for myself even if its too late to use it on her. but the point is i became a brave person!
what is sad is i couldnt remember many happy memories with my friends.its probably because of i was traumatize by my bad memories.

its unfortunate.so dont ever try to bully people!

Khairul Fahmi dan Elia putus tunang?

Yes mmg sahih!Khairul Fahmi yg ckp sendiri kat dlm surat khabar! mmg aku sendiri pun terkejut sesangat.. apalagi bila,aku adalah antara org yang sayang ngan dorg ni.Aku baca tu surat khabar terus berebut laptop ngan abang aku!Elia x buat apa2 statement kat blog dia.well,not yet.

tp dorg mmg dari dulu ada org yg x suka ngan dorg ni,jelous kot.tp only org yg ikuti perkembangan dorg ni ka yg tau betapa sweetnya dorg dua love birdy nie. so bloggers baca ni..which Thanks to Kak Zureen, pemilik blog ZUREEN SUKA SUSHI.

SATISFIED?I dont.like i said i love them.but still..speechless Sunday evening..:-/

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My Friends are Fighting

Ada apa ngan kawan-kawan aku ni?when i say figthing,i mean fighting each other.what is worst? i'm in the middle of the fight!but i'm still not sure about them fighting.but,it seems like it.both of my friends that i'm talking about:-
-are both one of those friends that i share my interest with
-are having conflict
-can be really great friends
-have common interest

i dont know who started this but i swear to Allah i want this to stop.i really want to.Please guys, its just a small matter.A misunderstanding.. i'm really tired.i mean it.i'm sad enough to know i'm not a good class monitor.i'm so sad that it feels like i want to take a sleep for a long time.Aku tersangat la takut kalau ada yang benda yang lebih buruk akan berlaku kalau ini berterusan.so please solve it,sahabat-sahabat aku.





THIS PROOF THAT I CARE

if ur wandering what movie to watch then..

then choose HARRY POTTER AND THE DEADLY HALLOWS Part:2. i read the book and i kind a get a little disappointed because the movie was too short for me comparing to the thick thick harry potter book.

but trust me this movie is not like any other movie.this movie will make u sit still and think three times to go to toilet. this movie is a movie that u will miss as soon as u get out of the cinema.this movie make u want to get into harry potter's shoe and experience it all.

this movie also have a lot of flashy lights,some cool move and funny script.i am not lying to u. this is so real.smtimes i wish i could be harry or just any character in the movie.my friends felt the same way to.there have been some sad moments in the story but the movie was totally compact. after the sad moment then they move on to the next part.ACTION part!

so my last word..SO JUST PLEASE WATCH IT.u wont regret it.i promise!

Allah please let this happen!

owhh please let what i'm planing for tommorrow will happen..Amin..

tomorrow i want to watch Harry Potter and The Deadly Hallows:part 2. my passion for Harry Potter started when i watch Harry Potter and the half blood prince in cinema.it was epic for me.when i got back home i got really crazy like totally crazy.i read my brother harry potter book even after i have watch the movie.

just forget about that.whats important is tomorrow i will watch HP 3D! + with mah amigos! or is it amigoses,since its in plural.ow whatever.anyway today i slap Nadhieyrawr Panda (my friend) but i dont think it hurt since i was just kidding around but i make it up for her.i give her a pass to hit me on my angelic face!(what?i'm prcticing english to elaborate my essay)
mianhe NADHIEYRAWR..

PS:we're going to hit pizza hut after watching HP 3D

Gangguan Syaitan: Antara Syirik Dan Sunnah | iluvislam.com + discover the beauty of islam

Gangguan Syaitan: Antara Syirik Dan Sunnah | iluvislam.com + discover the beauty of islam

i am hot tempered!but..

yes i admit i am a hot tempered person!hey,dont think negetively i do have some good things about my hot-tempered personality

FORGIVING
i'm a forgiving person,unless u cross the line then u need to say 'sorry' then i'll forgive u. hari ni ko buat hal lepas berapa jam,aku ok sudah.FYI i forgive easily but i wont forget easily.

GOOD JUDGEMENT
Thats what really amaze myself sometimes.even when i get totally angry i still can think rationally.how?i learn to think fair and just focus on the situation,how to solve it.what i should do?

HOLD ON
when my temper comes i hold it.even when i feel like exploding like a time bomb i still give a few chance for u to run as far as u can -before i exploded and transform into a monster or killing machine or terminator, depends on the eyes of the beholder..hahhaa urrmm.. scary!thats one word to describe me.(well,only when u mess with me)

I ADMIT I
i am a hot tempered person.so? so,i admit.some jerks in my life or urs doesnt have the word 'hot tempered' in their dictionary.At least theres someone like me.and i know being hot tempered is probably a problem.dont think i'm being shameless..yet! read more v below v

LEARN TO SOLVE MY HOT TEMPERED PROBLEM
see i'm almost an angel(dont slap me! i'm kidding) i knew i got a problem so i solve it.actually i havent solve it but i'm trying harder then u think.since i inherited my hot tempered from my dad and maybe a little from my mom, its hard to reduce it.how about getting rid of my hot tempered personality?(like impossible)but humans dont even know how far can they go, but when u do, u will be amaze with urself.ONLY GOD KNOWS HOW FAR OUR LIMITS ARE.

WHEN I'M NOT ANGRY
I have to admit i'm kind a funny since i like watching comedy shows than other genre.i get kind a crazy sometimes like i've eaten a pack of sugar.so people would also turn crazy because everyone would start laughing. and believe me,despite of my hot tempered personality i am a caring,friendly,cool(ok maybe not to u) and SWEET!

(Oww come on i cant be cool AND sweet?)WHATEVA!

anyway,i'm practising,learning,hoping to reduce or get rid of my hot tempered personality.

are u dumb or smart?

ur wondering whether ur dumb or smart?

ur dumb if u..

1.eat an apple with ur eyeS

2.study why human have teeth

3.didnt know how to bath

4.sleep in anaconda nest

5.think daniel radcliff is really harry potter

so there u go..theres more.ur dumb if u do something unusual,disguting and weird! oww wait if ur dumb u dont even now these things..

Maharaja Lawak Akhir Minggu 13 Jozan Part8

Married Woman->Wife(more like a maid!)

i really hate this damn fact!the fact that guys took maximum5 years of work hard just to win a girls heart and get married.when they have them they treat them LIKE a maid!
ussually who complains about being married?
men!

what?

the way i see it.. moms(part time housewives)does all the work and even works that were suppose to be done by man!

AND
just because the works are females work that does not mean men just have to sit back and relax!

usually movies shows husband misses his wife when no one was cleaning the house,or cooking meals for him or no one feed their children!

is that the only thing married woman does?i mean UR WIFE?hey!i'm advising u males out there even if ur love fade away that doesnt mean u should let her go or get divorce or treat them like some maids!hey maids are women too!

when u have them beside u (NOT in ur hand!), respect,love,care and be fair to them!

Thank you.

Inspired by Ladies<3

TEENAGE DREAM

If only theres a stage in Kota Kinabalu,Sabah for teenagers under 18 above 10 to perform live and show what they can do for entertainment. for example:- dancing in group or acting on stage! wouldnt that be great?those didnt go to school too can take part! whether its in school group,personal or club members.

but of course u must be good enough to perform on stage.there will be Try Outs and people may come to watch it.and those u succeed the Try Outs can perform on stage which will be aired on TV!
i can imagine teenagers are having a blast with what they saw on the show!

why i think if this show would be great if it exist?because
1.some parents do not want their children to be an atress or a singer or a public figure. so this atleast can let their children to be creative and at least let them be in the spotlight. parents may not allowed their children to be a celebrity but they can perform because they love acting,singing or just anything.

2.teenagers can live with creativity,and develop in ideas to create a show that can entertain themselves and share it with others.

3.this can totally let out stress!

4.teenagers can look for new friends and change ideas.this show can also leads to a good friendship.for example students from School A love School B's performence but they are suppose to hate the students in School B for some reason but then,bcause of their awesome performence they may lead to a good friendship

look,these are just my thoughts my teenage dream.but it would totally be great if this show exist and workout great.personally i think someone should make something like these.i've thought of getting this to Sejuta Impian but then i dont know how to make it happen.anyway..leave ur comments.

Maharaja Lawak - Minggu 10 - Jozan

why wedding is it that i dislike wedding ?

its not because i dont like seeing a couple having a family relationship, ok?!
i list out my reasons:-
1)i dont like those loud music..which is a sound pollution! in addition,everyone can sing but not everyone can sing good!(seriously just keep ur voice among urself!)
2)the crowd! do i know u?do u know me? am i in the right wedding?
3)the boringness.. hello?is anyone going to talk to me?'mom lets go home.".hey!besides we already ate!
4)who's marrying who? its not like its my close family.i mean i should i come along?

but hey!one day i'm going to get married to right?and smone like me would say the same.besides if i dont know them cant i at least get to know them..hey,i might be facing with my soulmate!hahaha hey thats possible!

MY BLOG NEW LOOK

Leonyana Portal officially change its look today..ta-daa..look at it..so adorable!

ow ow there goes my damn earphone!

1.) I need to tell you a secret look at 5 }
{2.) The answer is look at 11}
{3.) Dont get mad look at 15}
{4.) Calm down dont be mad look at 13}
{5.) First look at 2}
...{6.) Dont be that angry look at 12}
{7.) I just wanted to say I love you}
{8.) What I wanted to tell you is .. THE ANSWER IS ON 14}
{9.) Be patient look at 4}
{10.) This is the last time I am going to do this look at 7}
{11.) I hope you are not mad when I say this look at 6}
{12.) Sorry look at 8}
{13.) Dont get mad look at 10}
{14.) I dont know how to say this but look at 3}
{15.) You must be really mad look at number 9}

Maharaja Lawak - Minggu 8 - Jambu

best nabil..tp kurg sikit la..

BEAST/B2ST - FICTION MV

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