Friday, November 4, 2011

sabarul minal iman

maksudnya Sabar sparuh drpd iman. i'm the chosen one.i was chosen to be the class monitor this year. At first i was really try very hard to be a class monitor.but,i knew that it would be really hard.After a long time i kind a get really frustrated.Well,i didnt give up so easily.i motivate myself with all sort of ways.

drop my tears alot,get crazy,sad most of the time,and lonely. i wonder why this year is such a grand year.baru ja mau fokuskan kpd PMR tanpa sebarang ganguan emosi.tapi x apa mesti ada hikmah di sbalik semua ini.Pasti Allah mau mguji dan seterusnya mgubah aku kep arah kebaikan.

but what frustrates me is now one seems to care about the class i feel like i'm a single mom.a single mom with a lot of children.Children that rebel against their mom.while i'm a single mom trying as best as i can to be a good mom. but in reality,i'm a class monitor trying to take care of the class without the homeroom teacher and trying to be a good monitor.