Tuesday, October 25, 2011

freaky night!

2 smthing in the mornin' a rat(i hope it is only one rat) sneeked into my room. actually i was wondering myself how can big rat slip between sealed window panes?

i was in my happy dream.when i was awakened from my sleep,i can confirm that i was smiling the minute i woke up.WHY? because it was a nice dream..but i couldnt remember what was it about.

anyway,i was not long until i realise what was going on in my room. i got hold of myself.when the mr.rat made it through the window panes,mr.rat fell onto my working desk and thats when i jumped like a horse! neighhhh!(but still on my bed,neighhh!!)

for ur information,just last night when i attended my karate class,we did a pretty long kibadatch.
my legs was like a jellyfish when it was over!but,i look it the bright side.i never knew i could use my long minutes doing kibadatch would be in good use.

my legs push as hard as i can to get up.that time i was imagining myself in a thriller movie. well,this is what happen if u have high imagination.even in time of panic i still had my imagination trying to make life a little bit like a movie!i'm sorry i just cant help it...

so,as i was saying.. the kibadatch i did was effective that my legs were like bruce lee's legs!!!! hehehe i'm kidding of course.if it wasnt for the kibadatch i might even injured myself because of the sudden move i did as soon as i woke up.or maybe i might respond too slow. and if any of this happen that crazy mr.rat might get to me!!!! imagine what will happen if he piss on me.do u know how dangerous can rat shit be??????



scary!my experience was really like a thriller movie+it was pitch black.it's like a black and white thriller movie! only that scary thing that i'm trying to avoid is a rat! my story is not finish yet!i didnt dare to scream for help/frightened bcause last time i scream and i woke my mom up.then she came running as if she was the one who experience lord voldermort trying to chase her!she panic more then i did.

i thought seeing a rat early morning was no big deal for them(my family)so, i didnt scream out loud just a small scream(hehehe ;P).not even call for help. i decided to turn on the light but!, the switch was across the room!all i need to do is to jump from my bed to my sister's bed.fyi,she doesnt sleep there anymore.but there is only one problem.

the last time i jump from a bed to another bed was years ago.my confident about making it to the the other side was low.what if i ended up breaking into a fall?or step on mr.rat on my way over there?

so i decided to throw my shirt nearby on the floor,but before i was ready to throw it mr.rat made a move to my door,thats when i confirm that it was a big rat.but the crazy thing is,mr.rat got out under the door!wow!amazing!how can a big rat do that?

but i'm still thinking there might even more than one in my room.so i drop the the shirt on the floor and waited. but nothing happen then i jumped again and again on my bed to scare the rats (if there is one) then quickly reached for the switch.so it was bright.i was hard for me to sleep eventhough i was sleepy because i was being insecure.

Thursday, October 20, 2011

kecewanya..

kecewa sgt pasal kawan aku sorg ni..

stahu aku dia pakai tudung.

tp entala dmana dia 'sedekahkan' tudung dia yg melindungi maruah diri sebagai muslimah

mgkn sbb dia kepingan sangat mau tunjukan kcantikan dia

yg tak tnilai harganya

yg hanya org yg benar2 spesel jer yg boleh pandang..

tp skrg the whole world dah nampak..

i know that there will still be time

for her to change for the better

but both of us do not know when that time will stop?

do u?anybody?no one!

but what is more devastating me is..

hidayah x dtg stiap hari,x juga bkali-kali,

fikir senangka mau ubah semula imej dari x pakai tudung ke imej pakai tudung?

pakai tudung ni bukan untuk bfesyen!

pakai tudung ni pasal kita tau siapa tuhan kita,

pakai tudung sebab Dia suruh

kemudian,sbb yg lain tu bolehla datang kemudian

x boleh dinafikan mmg aku pun suka gak bfesyen.

tp ada tahap bfesyen yg aku x sanggup buat

apala sebab dia?

sebab Allah wujud. Allah melihat.paling penting Allah ialah pencipta,pemilik,pemerintah dan penguasa alam ini


did i went to far?did i overwrite? hehehe^L^
i just had to express it so i wont put it as my facebook status..
this is not written out of hate or trying to piss someone.i just feel like talking about it<3

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

i'm back into action!

hey!i did it! i faced the big exam! now i have more time to enjoy myself. usually at a time like this, i would be busy studing and get bored!

but know i'm back !